
When someone dies after living outside the womb, there are people who will remember that person. The longer the life, the more people to remember: Grandfather dies and leaves behind adult children, their spouses, grandchildren, their spouses, nieces, nephews, siblings, coworkers, and more. Even an infant or a young child who, God forbid, dies early in life leaves behind people who remember them. Not just the idea of them, but them: the shape of their nose, their smile, the sound of their laughter, their favorite food, the way they liked to style their hair… Birth enables remembrance.
But when a baby dies in the womb, they die before they’ve met anybody. Their parents intimately know the soul of their child from the very beginning, but of the two parents, the mother comes the closest to knowing the person in her womb before giving birth. When two hearts beat in the same body, those two hearts know each other in a way that is unfathomable. And even before a fetal heartbeat is detectible, the soul of the mother knows the soul of her own child, clear and strong.
When that second life stops, and the mother is once again alone in her body, it becomes her responsibility to remember the child that no one else got to meet. The memory of that baby is a weight too heavy to carry, even shared with the baby’s father. It is a heaviness invisible to the outside eye but ever present.
My own miscarriage occurred in January of 2026, and the weight of the memory of my baby, Hope, pulls open the edges of this wound. This gaping, open, bleeding wound of grief that will never heal. Through this experience, there are things that have been said to me and my husband that were less than helpful. From this side of grief I’ve learned what to say and what not to say to a miscarriage parent, and that list is the subject for a different article. But the best way I discovered that a Catholic can support a grieving parent? Remembrance.
My sister-in-law sent a text: “No matter what… your baby lived and they mattered to everyone and to God. That little piece of our family will never be forgotten.”
My sister made me a spoon rest in her ceramics class, at my request, but unbeknownst to me stamped my baby’s name in the clay: H O P E
My mother-in-law bought a portrait of Jesus from Etsy, and in it Jesus is tenderly cradling a baby. She custom-ordered Hope’s name on the top of the portrait, and I gaze at it daily.
Loved ones messaged on Mother’s Day to let me know they were thinking of me.
My husband’s work friend asked about Hope and the other losses we’ve had recently - our dog and my husband’s grandfather - but said she felt bad asking because she was reminding us of the pain.
Remind us? As if we could forget? As if it’s not the only thing we think about, every waking moment?
The truth is: when your child dies, it really is all you can think about. It’s all you want to talk about. You have nothing to say when someone asks “What’s new?” because what else could be meaningful right now? It’s all you want to talk about, but yet you don’t want to be the one to bring it up because you don’t want to be that person: the “All She Can Talk About Is Her Dead Baby” person.
So when that work friend brings up your loss, it’s fantastic, actually. It’s a tremendous gift. It’s not a reminder of pain but a breath of fresh air on a rotting, fetid, hidden wound desperately in need of some light and oxygen. It’s an invitation to finally get to talk about that thing, that heavy thing, from which everyone else seems to have moved on but you can never escape.
When my family and friends send messages, speak and write Hope’s name, or go out of their way to remind me that they remember my baby and my invisible motherhood, what they’re really doing is helping me carry the weight of remembering a child that no one else got to meet. They are easing the burden of that memory, if only for a moment.
Remembrance is truly the greatest gift you can give the parent of a dead child. Crafting an item with that child’s name on it, buying a custom piece of artwork, gifting some sort of tangible memorial object - these are all great options. But for free? Just send a message.
“I saw a quote today that made me think of you and [baby].”
“I asked [baby] to intercede for me for this intention today.”
“If you need to vent out any grief, my ear is always open. You’re a great mom/dad to [baby] no matter how you’re feeling right now.”
Anyone who accepts the title of “Catholic” and takes his place among the faithful necessarily agrees to contribute to the “common fund” of graces, of spiritual “goods,” which is the product of all of us unifying as one body with Jesus as our Head (Catechism of the Catholic Church 947). We know that faith multiplies by being shared (CCC 949), and so we all must “cleave together” (CCC 954) in prayer - not just all of us praying individually but intentionally offering our prayers for the good of another.
In its own way, remembrance is an act of prayer - especially when that remembrance is enacted out loud, for all to see and receive. Remembrance strengthens the Body of Christ and builds up the “common fund of goods.”
Every time we pray the Creed we profess the Communion of Saints, and by doing so “we cherish the memory of those in heaven” and “...by this devotion to the exercise of fraternal charity the union of the whole Church in the Spirit may be strengthened” (CCC 957). We don’t just bond with each other when we remember the dead: we bond with those in Heaven who are, in fact, alive in death. For the body stops working but the soul goes on to its eternal reward, and those whose reward is Heaven are immersed in the source of all grace and goodness. All of us left behind here should want nothing more than to tap into that Source.
So, remember the dead children. Remember the ones who were known on Earth only to their parents. It’s a great gift and, in fact, is your Catholic duty. If one of the Body is suffering silently, in our charity we should seek to help carry the burden of pain… even if only through a text message on Mother’s Day.