December Funeral

It is
the moment after sleep.
Dim light.
The smells of damp stone
and earth.
Blessed coolness.
I had been so hot.
Every bone hurting.
So thirsty,
Mary crying.
No Mary now.
No one at all.
Hard bed,
blankets all tangled.
Can’t move arms,
can’t move legs.
Scared.
Light coming through
the entrance to my chamber.
He’s calling me.
My heart jerks.
I jump up,
binding cloths fall away.
I stagger toward His Voice and
the light that blinds.