Thankful Thursday - both and

Again - time has slipped away. Rather than bemoan that fact, I want to revel in what that has meant for me. It’s been 7 months since I uprooted my life. It seems like I’ve lived and worked here for years. At the same time, the friendships and relationships I’ve left behind are missed and I feel the loss deeply. But that is life. Either or. Both choices may be good, but you can only choose one. I know, sometimes you get lucky and it’s not an either or, it’s a both and. I do find that to be true, too. Moving here has allowed me to combine my job with my faith. I cannot begin to describe my gratitude for this opportunity.

Yes, there are bumps and snags. No, not every day is great, grand and glorious in my eyes. I still struggle with good choices and a positive attitude and living for God. I have a feeling those are permanent circumstances. But, if I immerse myself the opportunities present, I know I am on the right path. Both and wins, as do I.

Prayer - Lord, thank you for the days when I struggle, as they remind me to lean on You. Thank you for the times I feel out of control, as I learn that You control all. Thank you for the moments when I despair, as You give me hope and grace when I cling to You. May I always come to You first, for in You I am helped.