I'm being touched by God on all levels of longing

From my spiritual journal October 27, 2013
“Jesus I want to be with you! If I die today take me straight to heaven!” Jesus answered me, “Be perfect as your heavenly Father is perfect.” Matthew 5:48
I know God speaks to us though the Bible but still I felt like Jesus said these words to me at that moment. Jesus does speak to me. When Jesus walked on earth He told us everything we need to know to spend eternity with Him. To every question, doubt or wonder we have the answer. The clarification is in His Word. When a thought enters my head the answer should come quickly. I should be just that familiar with the Word of God.
And as I wonder about all of this, Jesus reminds me, “I am with you always, even to the end of time.” Matthew 28:20